July 7th, 2008 (10:07 pm)
current mood: stressed
current song: Cherry Poppin' Daddies-You and Me and the Bottle Makes Three
Anyone who wants to hang out with me sometime this week, please get a hold of me. I could desprately use some hang out time!
So besides working myself slowly into some sort of work-related coma, I don't really get to do anything else. I don't get to see anyone (cept my bestest awsome sweetheart once every 2 weeks), and I don't get to go anywhere. Life really kinda feels like shit right now. Saturday will be my 13th day straight of working with no days off. I'm really not feeling like I"m gonna make it, I need a day to just do nothing, and stay up late and sleep in and just not worry about running around and doing 2000 things. Although, granted, any days off I get between now and then (technically I have wednesday and thursday to do stuff, I don't have to be to work until 4 and 5 respectively) is gonna be spent cleaning and packing, and generally making up for the last 2 or 3 weeks of not having energy to do anything but sit, and get on the computer to use the interwebs like the dirty whore she is. I'm lucky my mom was nice enough to do laundry for me the other day, I didn't have time and I had no clean clothes for work....or not for work.
Originals sucks, I can't wait to quit. There are so many things wrong with that place I don't think I would even know where to start on my bitching. Oh yeah I know, I DON'T GET PAID ON A REGULAR TIME SCHEDULE!!!!! Most of my money isn't in a check (yep, I work under the table for a whole bunch of my hours....but they still take out the money for 'taxes'). I do 3 different people's jobs. I don't get a lunch break. I have to pay full price for all my food. There is more, but that's just the biggest issues I have (wait, I forgot one, the owners are pervs, and not the good kind).
Somehow my life revolves around everyone else's schedule, and not my own, and I'm tired and grumpy and lonely and it sucks. And all of these things are combining to make me stop caring about just about everything. I really just don't want to wait any longer to get out of here, and have some sort of normal schedule and life and stuff.
Yes, I realize this update is brought to you by bitching, but theres really not all that much to tell you about that isn't bitchy......well I suppose my bong ass paychecks this week will rock.